For the past few months I have been struggling to be myself. I don’t know who this person is, but I don’t like them. I find myself sleeping in more, declining going out with my friends, and I haven’t had the urge to do anything. And I mean absolutely anything. Working, cleaning, eating, talking, etc… It feels good being able to talk about it like this because for the most part I really don’t have anyone to talk to. The sad apart about it is that I am ok with that, not having anyone to talk to. I don’t yet feel comfortable sharing my struggles with my family or friends yet. I don’t know how to express it verbally. I don’t want to break down in front of them. But I just want to stop hurting. I want to stop feeling so different. So empty, lonely.